那些年。。。

哈哈，很久没有用华语写blog了。昨天看了《那些年，我们一起追的女孩》。说真的，并没有让我想起中学生涯。这部戏的结尾让我一直在想“如果那时候他那样做的话，就会这样这样。。。”。可是，我又想了想，就算那时候他们没有分开，说不定他们会因为别的事情而分开。这些都是未知数。所以呢，我觉得就算早知道了“当初的如果”，也不一定会改变的了结局。
《那些年。。》就只让我觉得是段遗憾的爱情。

The girl who can't say goodbye, the guy who can't leave

The girl who can’t say good bye
The boy that can’t leave
The two of us are no longer in love
So no no no no no no

Anywhere together in a 3000 dollar used car
Without a care in the world
Linking arms, committing memories in a photo
Understanding each other in our sleepless nights
My dreams became your future
A pair of beautiful birds chasing each other
A love I could never get enough of
A person I want to meet when reborn
But in front of this thing called time
We can’t win against our greed
Sounds of your tears alone in the bathroom
The suspicious gazes focused on me
As the days go by I think of breaking up again

The sun is hot but your heart is frozen
Whose fault is this? But I love you baby
Everything else is the same but we changed
Whose fault is this? I still love you baby

I’m so busy that I feel guilty
I fill my wallet with money and make some time
Even though I don’t express my love
When I have dinner and watch a movie with you
I hope you might feel better but
I continue to be in debt to my thoughts
As I walk and tease you
it’s all a played out game

Love is passing,
Love and heartbreak are one and the same
Heartbreak takes love and goes away. 

How nice would it be if love
was something that could be earned?
It’s all a dream, holding your hand
How nice would it be
if love was something to get by wanting it?
It’s all a dream but I can’t escape

Are men caught in love done so because of weakness?
Are men starved of love not worthy of it?
Are men that keep secrets bad men?
Why is it that love changes?

EAT . WALK . SLEEP

Finally, our plan to go for trip in a group had carried out. Our first destination is MALACCA <3
We depart at 7.30 a.m. and reached there at 9 something.
The first meal we had there was DIM SUM. It was nice and cheap.
We went to the "bomb until gerbang is left" there and took some photo on the way to jonker street.
We spent few hours there before we went back to hotel.
At night, we walked to jonker street again for the pasar malam to have our dinner.
Then, we walked again to the satay celup although i didn't eat it.
It was about 1 am when we back to our hotel. After taking shower, we still didn't want to sleep and we decided to gamble until 3.30a.m.
The next day, we walked again to the jonker street for lunch before we got the bus back to vista =D
It was a great experience and more trips should be expected. I hope so =)

the photo i like the most in this trip =)

Dream

Yesterday, i got a ridiculous dream. However, i felt creepy after i searched on the meaning of crocodile which appeared in my dream. In this dream, i was on a boat with friends as there was flood. On the way (to don't know where), i saved my friend, A and two crocodiles nearly got us. At first, i just thought this dream is funny. But then, this is what i got from the website. 梦见鳄鱼，意味着受苦。梦见摆脱了鳄鱼，会避免重大的危险，在困境中解脱出来。梦见鳄鱼，会受到凶恶敌人的侵犯，或与强人为敌，或与背信弃义、损害过自己的人为敌。梦见鳄鱼追赶朋友，朋友会是个懦夫，靠不住。梦见鳄鱼一步一步地向自己逼近，要花很多钱为亲人治病。未婚女子梦见鳄鱼朝自己逼近，会嫁给一个弱不禁风的男人。已婚男人梦见鳄鱼向自己逼近，说明生意会受到小人诟病或身边朋友的陷害，遭受损失。梦见鳄鱼向自己扑来，仇人不会轻易善罢甘休，会长期与自己为敌。梦见鳄鱼逃跑，幸福将至。梦见鳄鱼的尸体在水里漂流，会降暴雨，预示做梦人的邻居和朋友会灾难临头，行事要小心。And the scariest part is my friend, A was wearing a crocodile brand shirt.

I know that we could not 100% believe in our dream but maybe i should be more careful for this while.

Long time no see, my dear blogspot. Seriously, i didn't forget about you. It was just that i'm lazy and i don't know what to write here. Haha. Anyways, i'm back here to update some small matters. Okay well, i had abandoned my diary as how i abandoned you. However, i just took one hour to write 3 pages of it. I tried to write everything i remembered. As i wrote the things on it, i feel more and more relax. It is really undeniable that diary is a good way to express feelings. I always remind myself that take things easy, don't make myself suffer. Even i feel sad or angry over something, i must be the cheerful one the next day. It's not easy but i'm trying my best to do so =D Everything will be fine with a smile. Life is easy. =)